If Only.

Willows bending in the breeze
Memories dance with a soothing ease

Heels are clacking on the floor
The sound of laughter escapes her door

While I begin to saunter to my room
She calls for me sweetly, peppering her perfume

As I enter she greets me with adoring praise
I cling to her instantly, safe in her gaze

The scent of wine seeps from her smile
He arrives, I depart, my throat tastes of bile

His eyes are on her, pervertly so
I can hear their voices hushed and low

She’ll soon come in, whisper soft in my ear
I’ll beg in my heart, that she stays near

I’ll grasp so tight, my face to her cheek
I watch her go, and the tears start to streak

In the morning, I know I’ll be with her once more
But how long, I’ll wonder, before she loses this war

Phantom.

Let go of me, and my sweet memory
I’ll fly away, and come back to you someday

Look for me in a dream I’ll be there
I’ll be the breeze that blows through your hair

Fetch me a flower, I’ll give you the moon
Reruns of madness on the first of June

Alter time and put me to sleep
Bury me in your heart, like in the dirt so deep

My warmth is a phantom, that you’ll never feel
Your pain, in time , won’t ever heal

Asleep in the water so sapphire blue
Angel, wake up, I’ve been waiting for you

Like fire uncontained ; a sweet contamination.

Bare.

If you see my face no more, don’t you cry
If you can no longer hear my voice, don’t wonder why

If my laughter stops and my smile fades
If my skin loses color and tones and shades

If my legs give out, and I fall to the ground
Whimper an awful, sickly sound

Don’t surround me, don’t come near
Don’t dare to shed a single tear

I am gone, don’t save me now
Let me go, don’t wonder how

I am not afraid, I am not forgotten
I am not whole or honest often

All I am, is a single strand,
A bird, a butterfly, lands on your hand

Not here, not gone, though forevermore
I will ache for you, from shore to shore

Nightingale.

Beaming sun in the brilliant sky
Bring me the light and allow me to fly

I’ll soar above and tell my tale
To the forbiddenly freed nightingale

Together we’ll reveal our escape from the night
All that we sing for is now in sight

If the sun will set and the day will die
We’ll hide with the stars, under the moon where they lie

Ill minded monsters won’t touch us here
Worthy and wicked, our air is clear

Scars of passion become armored hearts
Life is the war that never starts

Missing you.

An empty echo playing a melody of memories ..

The swans are gliding on a pool of sorrow
On the day when she whispers from the sky, 'keep on till tomorrow'

The doves are crying from the grayest skies
On the day when he whispers, 'I wish I’d never fallen into your eyes'

Gone is the loving heart of a mother
Stolen by evil, claiming another

Swiftly my soul is wiped of its good
As the darling I loved leaves me alone where we stood

My eyes are opened to this strange abyss
My heart is exposed to all that was missed

Taken is the angel who gave me my world
Lost is the savior, who left my mind unfurled

Farewell is the song I must softly sing
To both of the loves, on which I used to cling

To my stolen goddess, someday I will join you
This farewell I refuse, as you wait in the blues

To my darling, my dear the one I adored
I fear this depart, for with you, is my heart

Goodbye, I sing, with a melancholy ring
This is the only way, this is the part where our hearts lead astray

Insanity.

Bring me the sickening sounds of the bone
Cracking and twisting with every moan
Let me feel the pain of cruelty
Show me into the betrayed world of complete brutality
Release my tortured, maddened mind
Leave my body, lifeless, never to find
Allow my heart its truest need,
And stop the horror with a deathly feed
Please I beg, upon my life,
Give it to me, if you cannot hold the knife

Green gardens.

Absent away, we wander along
In the darkness we find, terror clings on

Eyes wide open, reveal the night
Far away is the retreating light

In this green garden, death lingers near
The realms of insanity are all we hear

Deeper your heart is slowing down
Slowly you lower your head, and begin to drown

The water is warm and so sweetly you slip
Life has lost meaning, when love loses grip

Fracture.

Warm and sweet, a tickle a tear
Inside your blood, so weak and rare

A heart cracks open, let the madness in
No longer your own, watch this obsession begin

Complete infatuation
A vicious situation

Intertwining your breath, your life is a chance
Together you breathe, an evil romance

Love is the remedy, that has lost control
Now heightened and deadly, it consumes your soul

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I like to rhyme.. its a problem.

Utopia.

Vast eternity of bluest sky
Lie down and stare as the angels sigh

The beauty consumes you, look beyond
Bright green grasses, a diamond pond

Here they watch you, and touch your skin
Lost and lonely, this is where they’ve been

All is perfection, divinity defined
The sickness is taken from your mind

Open your soul and close your eyes
Fly with the blessed butterflies

Walk yellow pathways, swim aqua seas
Fall with the water, ease, ease

Heaven’s young neighbour, a land of bliss
Hide in this enchanted, humble abyss

Memories play on record here
They whisper remembrance into your ear

Ecstasy oozes from your every nerve
Sunshine kisses your every curve

Safe and sweet, bring me here
Listen for the angels, ever so near

:)

Good day everyone , I'm Alex and this is my blog ! ..

After a few discussions with my lovely sister, I have decided to create a blog, its purpose: to record my avid ramblings. Words are my passion, so I hope you enjoy mine!